I'm Incredibly Pissed!

And when I say incredibly pissed, I mean I'm going to rip someone's head off any minute now. Ok, first, I was drawing and had to use a picture of a nude model. Then the idiot behind me saw the girl and cried to everyone that I was looking at porn. So I argue with him about the definition of pornography and artistic nudity and the picture definitely was more like artistic nudity. But anyways, he then proceeds to grab the picture, parade around like the buffoon he is, and said louder "Look what he has." So that did not improve my mood nor was the fact that people are now going around saying I bring porn to school. Really, what the fuck! She wasn't sleeping with anyone. All she was doing was posing without clothes. That does not qualify as pornography. If that's pornography, then every work of art made in the history of man depicting a nude figure is considered porn. And how immature can he get? It's just a naked girl, for heaven's sakes. It's nothing to get all excited about.

And that's not the worst of it. Today in Calculus, we got our quizzes back and I got a D on mine. Well all right, seeing as I made loads of stupid mistakes but I was worried about my mum's reactions because she's a bitch about grades. When I got it, I do what I normally do when I get a bad grade: laugh insanely. So my on-off friend asks me what I got but I don't want to tell him. But the kid (another kid) who I absolutely detest (well I detest an awful lot of people) looks at what I got and proceeds to tell everyone in the class. And it's like what? Since when was it his FUCKING BUSINESS to FUCKING GO AROUND AND TELL EVERYONE THAT I GOT A FUCKING D ON A FUCKING CALCULUS QUIZ!!!!! I don't go around telling everyone what people get on quizzes or tests or exams. So I spend the remaining time in Calculus, while dividing my attention to my teacher, picturing scenes of me killing the kid in gruesome ways. It makes me wish he was immortal but extremely weak. So I get to kill him again! HAHAHA! And the rest of the fucking idiots in my fucking school. Then I get to kill all of them in every way possible and then make new ways!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!! Needless to say, I am extraordinarily pissed and angry and mad. And yeah, just in case you didn't notice, I. am. insane. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!

I am such an idiot

Basically....I'm having troubles with my only friend. And it pains me to know that I started it. I'm really pissed at myself. Ugh..... Oh and Happy belated Thanksgiving to the Americanos.

Grades are Failing

Ugh, I think I'm really losing it. Well losing more, that is. I'm pretty sure some of you think I've completely lost it but apparently I can still lose more. But like in all of my tests, I make the dumbest mistakes in the world. It's unbelievable! Gah!. Ok that's over....hopefully so will that. I wish I was just a bit smarter....

Depression and Art

As odd as this sounds, I wish I could be become depressed again. Yeah, I know, no one wants that, do they? But still, with depression, I tend to get more drawing ideas, which to me, is much more important than almost everything. It was actually depression that gave birth to my drawing ability. So now I'm at a catch-22, I'll never be happy or at least not depressed if I continue drawing. But if I stop drawing, I'll get depressed. Ha! So odd how the world works. Since my latest depression bout, I've got something close eight drawing ideas and an idea for a novel. I wonder what would happen if I stand near the edge of a cliff too long...I'll probably get twenty or something like that. Anyways, that's my little rambling for today.

A Nasty Attack on Creationism

Salutations.

I'm going to ask you a very very simple question. Do you think the universe and its entire beauty was created in six days? Do you honestly think that all the black holes, supernovas, meteors, comets, suns, planets, moons, and cosmic bodies in our universe was created in six days? Do you sincerely think that the earth with its rain forests, oceans, savannas, deserts, mountains, plains, and beaches, and the myriad of creatures that inhabit in these environments, ranging from the bacteria to the mighty elephant, was created in six days?

Well if you're like the fuckheads in Answer in Genesis or that piece of shite, VenomFangX, then the answer is yes. A supernatural being came to an empty void and started sprouting out planets and solar systems and suns and animals and plants and worlds in one hell of a busy week. Does anyone see something wrong with that?
I do. For one, where did that empty void come from? If you believe what you say you believe, which is something must come from something else, then you must have an explanation for that empty void. Now I may be wrong by calling the space our universe occupies an empty void, but the point still stands. Where did it come from?

Second, the supernatural being whom you idiots call God. For one, it could be the Flying Spaghetti Monster. Or a cosmic idiot who had one too many to drink. Or the Invisible Pink Unicorn. Or little mice trying to think of the question to Life, Universe, and Everything. It doesn't exactly have to be a god. But ok, let's assume it is God. Where the fucking hell did he come from? Really, where did he come from? Did he just came from nowhere? Or did a greater god created him? Or what? What exactly happened six thousand years ago, as you Young Earth creationist never get tired of reminding us. You idiots say we didn't observe evolution take place, thus evolution never happened. Well, here's my question. Have you observed creationism take place? Have you seen God forming light and darkness and all that bollocks that you say happened in your Bible?

Ok so God didn't create the Earth or the universe. So who did? Well, the thing is, we've only emerged from the Dark Ages 500 years ago. I know you'll say that's a long time. Well considering the world is 4.6 billion years old, in that perspective, 500 years is rather short. The theory of natural selection was formed less than one hundred fifty years ago. It will take some time before we discover the origins of the earth.

Now, I'm going to love this, you're going to ask why is natural selection usually accepted and not creationism. Well, you poor sheltered people, it's because natural selection has been proved time and time again that it has happened, it happens, and will happen in the years to come unless something major happens which causes natual selection to fail. On the other hand, creationism has no proof whatsoever except that rather ancient and outdated book you call the Bible. While in any day or time natural selection can disproved by substantial evidence, as of the time I'm writing this, it has not. And when it does, though I do not speak for all evolutionists, I for one will reconsider it. Meanwhile proponents of creationism think that God created the world in six days and will continue to think that until the world crashes and burns. So, while I think you lot are allowed to think what you want to think, please for crying out loud, don't call it science and teach children that. Thank you and have a very nice day